the journal book of my life.. 30.10.30.10 <3

YESH I AM BACK..WOHOOO!!

dis pas three days have been great..the chalet and teachers day..weee..hehe :D

lets tok about the chalet..wow the chalet was enjoyable and gerek giler2 punyer seh..wohooo..okie lets tok about it..prepared stingray for the class...i do the sambal okie..mummy help to tell me wad to do onli and cook it...i cut onions and stuff..haha..so on wed reach arina house around 12 lik dat..yah help her wif carrying the chicken and stuff wif haikal helping oso..yepz den meet the rest at jurong mrt station..and we took the a private bus to go to the chalet..haha...everibodi was der excpt naqiah,syirah,lionel and lynden coz they meeting us der..naqiah unfortunately got a sore eyes..so was quite worrying ler..dun wan to force her to go chalet..tapi yah she did after all..haha..for the rest who didnt go..mayb nxt time..?..reach der earli..230..we suppose to check in at 3..so like boring lik dat..so we start to kick soccer ball the guys of course wif tow girls..huiting and siew hui...wah not bad sia huiting and siew hui this two play soccer...den get a news from kai xiang dat we actuli book for 3 days 2 night..but nobodi reli preapred to stay for 2 nights so end up everibodi wen home on thurs...haha.den wen we check in..it was wee!!!.haha..went inside and start to godeh2 all the stuff...and oso prepare for the bbq..yepz..next up soccer court..haha..wen to play soccer wif the people der..realise dat our class not bad in playing soccer sia..haha..coool man..while playing soccer..i pick up blister which reli like owch..coz played barefooted..den wen to swim...dis part funny sia..strght away jump to the pool and swim..gues wad..just swam awhile and i got cramps..shit..hehe..walow..tell u it is so painful..hehe..den started bbquing..starting the fire was quite easi after serveral experience..haha..hafizul was nominated as king of bbq coz he is owaes der to bbq all the food..ate till bloated siaoz..chicken was nice and stingray too was nice..the sotong we dono how to cook..so like yah wasted seh..now coming to the best part..night cycling..weeeeeee!!!..dis is so fun siaoz..my cycle partner was huiting and naqiah..haha..we took double..arina and haikal and oso syirah and naqiah..the rest took single..lionel and zu er stayed back at chalet..ehermm..dono argh wad dey do..haha..yepz started cycling at 12..we have no idea wher to actuli..went to red house..which is a haunted house..so creepy sia the place..riding wif huiting was haha was nice coz..she was a gud partner..haha..naqiah oso but actuli i dun wan naqiah to cycle coz she got sore eyes scared she could not take it...den after dat we end up going to tampines mac..yah cycled from pasir ris all the way to tampines..which is not fair actuli..otw der played swings..woo..long time neva play lah seh..so like excited lik dat..and now i noe how to swing high2..haha...so many tings happen during the ride so fun..reach back chalet at 3 lik dat..by dat time my leg was aching..all becoz of dat whole night cycling..ouch pain..den bath..and sleep for 3 hours..yesh 3 hours..the next day i woke my leg and eyes were aching..not enuf sleep..and we canot sleep becoz hafizul keep waking us up to go breakfast..den haikal ,me and fizul went downtown to buy breakfast for some of dem..reach back and started cycling again wif haikal..to the other side of the beach..so mani tings wer der..den get ready to pack up..and yeh..went home..total the chalet was fun and fun..onli dat its two days one night..yepz..we still need to do some bonding i gues..coz some of dem do their own ting..we need more activities togeda..yepz..hehe..but i tink evri1 enjoyed it..:P

today went to teachers day..haha..meet ayu at gombak and off we go..reach school saw alot of seniors came back..and yah smur action eh bwak motor and kereta...geram aku...takper ku tunnggu aku nyer turn hehe..den yah so many fond memories was der..mis sec life..but tings mus move on..yah i noe..jus sumhow mis it lah..yepz..the teachers..the frnds der..haiz..k enuf of the emoing..den went prayers..wif shahir and muhammad..yepz..finish lepak wif dem 4 awhile and yah went home..den around 6 went to play soccer...

klah blog till here..sori guys if lik it is so long..muahahahahahaha..k enjoy owitez...hehe..and i wan to say sori to u..coz yah sori k..u noe i noe dey noe..hehe..sori tau...i noe sori is jus a word but yah sori again k..hehe..

okie i haf some pic..i will be waiting the picture to come from haikal..HAIKAL GIVE ALL THE PIC..hahah

:P

Labels: u tink i haf noting beta to do isit..?..

been beri lazy ler tu update..alot had happen the past few days but like lazy to type u noe..haha

okie wad happen..erm saturday went out wif imran,jasper and dee..afteer so long..yepz we went to sign up for the national karting challenge..yahoo..yesh..finally a race..wohooo..been waiting for dis opporutinity actuli..yesh...den went to taman warisan melayu to meet adek..she wif her frnd..to see eherm irysadee..aper ler diorang..itu pon nak kecoh2..haha..lain ler tengok ungu kan..haha..sunday wad i do..stayed at home and slack..haha

yesterday was fun..i fast..so went it times to break fast..i reli went to eating mood..actuli not ler..but becoz of dem argh..eat at three place sia..imagine dat...eat at three different place..in a day and in a matter of hour.haha..dun laugh okie..coz its true..i dun belief seh..wen eating at the last place..i almost canot force myself to eat..and gues wad..i had fallen in love..i have fallen in love wif dat orange G-SHOCK watch...I WANT DAT WATCH...I DUN CARE...i wan it so much..i jus want to buy it..ARGHH!!!...no matter wad..haha..now i realise der is alot of ting i wan to buy..wen i say alot its reali alot..i wanna buy WATCH,wallet,slipper,sandal,shoe,shirt, pants and alot10 more..jus give me the money on i will be on my way to shopping..haha..and i reali want to dis..

yepz today went out earli in the morning to go to market and belannja for bbq stuff..went wif haikal..it is so wrong wen two guy went to buy out tings..kena disturb by aunties sia we all..haha..they were shock ler we were buying tings at pasar..den keep on saying we all gud children to our parents..haha..padahal2..but i owaes go market one hor...haha..yepz after dat went to sheng siong..buy bbq stuff oso..dis time wife arina and huiting..was raining heavily..and now my head beri the headache..haha..yepz..dats all...

i am waiting for tomo..weee..CHALET...argh..haha..long time dun haf..WEEE!!!..k2..i dun wan make people angry by keep on saying dis..its two days soo i may blog about dis after the chalet aite..weee..k tekker evibdi..for those who haf holidays enjoy it..for people who haf exam study aite..and for those who haf noting to do..den keep on not doing aniting...haha.k tata..

Labels: dun let aniting happen to it owitez..

WEEEE!!!...EXAM FINISH..AND HOLIDAY START..NOT ONLI HOLIDAY..its a start of something new..WEE!!..

sori people for not updating for a beri long time..its my exam week..and i had been mugging like crazy..till i have my frst time migraine..i have neva work dat hard since o level..and dis is the hardest ever..i had my migraine and fever..and knowing me..its reali hard for me to eat medicine..but thanks to someone..heehe..she manage to break my kepala batuness(stubborness) and she take care of me as well hehe..thankiew..yepz..exam was okie..i tink it was quite difficult..but i wan to pass dis exam..does not matter i juss pass or wad coz all i wan is not to repeat the two module..yepz..i dun wan okie..please ya allah help me..

alot haf been happening to me during dis period..erm yah..i dont hold any grudge towards u..erm i wanna say sori for eviting if i had done ani wrongs..i wanna wish u all the best to ur future relationship..i may not talk to u in the future..but that does not mean we are not frnd aite..gud luck k.. :)..i wan to move on from it..yah..u show me that u can move on..and i will too..it dosent matter wad u wan to say to me aite....

actuli ders alot of ting to write..but i like forget alot of ting as i been totally concentrating on my exam...yepz..i hope it ripe some rewards for me..insyallah..today after the last paper..we went to kfc to eat..yummy.."we" refer to all the classmate dat wen der..around 12 or 13 people...alot rite..?..yepz we are discussing about our chalet which is next week..!!!!!!..YAHOOOOOOOO!!!..long time neva haf chalet..will be looking forward to it...i wan to enjoy it..arghh..haha..class bonding can..haha..today disturb huiting faats..haha..shake2..haha..canot stop laughing sia..lets hope the chalet will be a success..wan to see pic i tink siew hui have it..yah i dun haf ani..hehe..blurgh..klah till here den..write long2 lata people lazy read..haha..toodoooleesss..eh wan to paint wad colour argh my rooomm..??..haha..fasting month come in and b4 u noe it..hari raya..yeyness!!!..

:D....i been veri delight for wad is happening..but i am stil scared though...

Labels: aku ingin kamu hadir dan temani daku..bisa ..?

whatz up..??!

yesterday lecture was boring ler seh.onli need to come to school for three hours pathetic ritez..haiyo.the lecture halll was "full"..yah if u get wad i mean..yesterday was like not into the mood dono y ler..something keep on bothering me..like horiibly ler..erm saying sori to haikal arina and fizul coz like i neba go home wif u guys..coz i went out wif my abang sedarer to buy sticker for the car.haha..nice ler seh the colour..den after dat wen home

ni ari..erm yah went to teach kakcik..yepz..today the macdonald like exceptionally noisy sia..noisy because of people and the renovation dat is going on..dis all happen because of kakcik,rizuana,syazana,afiqa and miza(tak tau spell nama sori hehe..) boifrndsssss..which is the bangla men..den i oso study math.actuli i am beri worried about math and fundamental exams..i havent start study properly ler..i scared i fail..i dun wan to repeat module again.ish..argh!!..help me,tolong aku and pang wor larh..ARGH!!..k enuf..otw home i sleep inside the mrt..i tink now i am so use to sleeping inside mrt alredi..hehe..walaupon buruk ku tidur ku tak kisah..tapi part air liur jatuh tu gue pon takleh angkat lah..haha..okie shut up..den after dat went to tampal sticker kat kereta..yepz2..thankiew bang kam and bang hafiz in helping aite..owitez u al rock ler walaupon ku paling termuda..haha..klah till here den..

and to haikal dok jangan ler risau sangat k dok..aku ngn kau nyer situtation sama..so let it be cool owitez..haha..rocks dok..ku mau belajar!!!..

Labels: yakin kah ku berdiri..?

herlew..yesh..i been away for like the past few days

so short cut ler..national day i didnt went to aniwher..jus stayed at home..do noting..i wanted to go out..but yah i dun feel lik it ritez..so yepz..all plan cancel ler basically...den the next day went to kenduri..erm kenduri arwah actuli so yah...family gathering..it was wow ler kan..kak julie had her speech which was not well rehearse i mus say..joking jer kak... ;)

erm moving on to friday..WEEEE..today was fun ler..went to changi airport...lik long time neva go der ritez..so yepz quite excited..der was alot of new tings der yepz..erm..den after dat went to expo..for wad..?..to watch UNGU ler sia..the concert was superb ler onli if they use a bettter speaker yah..and WAWA..thankz for tompaning my sister and sepupu ku..u rox haha..okie cool about the concert..overall it was haha power giler..!!!

den yah dat nite went to johore jugak and sleep der..yepz..gerek ler kan..tapi smur cam dah ngantok..so frst nite basically did noting coz reach der at nitez..the next day was fun..erm i hate it wen i go johore...coz i will eat atlot larh wen i am der..ARHGHH!!!!..alamak fat seh lik dis..u all see me lik not fat...but u all dono the truth actuli..wen u noe u all will be shock...haha..okie..den bought alot of food coz we having a BBQ at JOHORE...WEE!!!..eat again sia.. :( ..haiyo..die sia me lik dis become fat..and i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADRIANA HANA..yepz..anak sedarer ku..hehe..den after the bbq,all the sedarers went out of house and play pictionary..haha...so fun sia playing dis game..especially bang isa..who which we call doraemon sebab he haf alot of tings inside his pocket..imagine..a perfume inside his pocket..!!!..haha..so fun wif all the sedarers..laugh here and der..i owaes lik dat moment to keep on continue..coz it had been quite long i didnt meet den..den at der..did some driving..erm..was bad larh seh stall here and der..i canot drive manual but i will try no matter wad..yesh will..and lastly i end up sleeping at three a.m..

k today jus reach home and yah did noting was sleepy ler..k done..now blogging

dis is random stuff aite..erm yah i dono ler...somehow wad somebody say did giv me a knock in the head..it makes me realise..but wad is done canot be undone...ur unassureness makes me restless..and may god show the right path to somebody ..yesh i canot say no more..its up to u to ur own decision..ku dun wan to masuk campur...and yah i dun like the feeling of menyusahkan orang which is to create problem for someone..i will try not too tink but i jus cant k..yepz..the need to change the attitude of me i tink is a biggest challenge...sometimes wad u tink can be wrong so yesh..wad sia nonsence i writing ..i jus end it here ler khz..i am jus scared..scared to start afresh and to start anew...will end it here..u can say wadeva u wan..but i am reli sori to anibodi who i heard his/her feelings..

Labels: needing someone so dat i dun get lost...like real..

FIRSTLY...I wan to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ADEQ AMMAR..

SECONDLY...MENDAK AND BORING LER SEH

for my course our holiday is starting alredi..so it will be boring ler..coz canot meet them my classmate so fun sia wen at school laugh here and der..altho lik we jus noe each other less than 6 months we were like darn close..muahaha....stay at home do noting(actuli got ler onli dat i lazy siaoz.)..boring lah seh..the past few days went to training..which was some how was fun again..yepz..kecoh sia wen training...kena pinch larh..pull pants lar walow...tapi enjoyable ler wen haf training..dat they went to school jus for math..which lik noting came inside my brain..

today more worse ler seh..haiyah onli 1 hour of study..which is oso math.dis part i wan to apologise to SHU JIAN..coz i miss out on telling him dat today class was at 2..sori shu jian..i am reli sori..i feel veri guilty..erm..today a piece of bad news and gud news..gud news is dat we need to do a presentation again on our innovation project..the bad news..the whole team member is lazy to present again coz we dun feel like presenting again ler its easy as dat..den jus now me,haikal,huiting and arina go watch SWAT at library..which is like one of my favourite moviee and i beeen wanting to watch dat show again...den like suddenly arina want to leave..she said dat she was tired and all but the face lik sad and lik crying lik dat..so yeh we dono wad is goin on..yepz..hope she okay..

haiz wen..wen will u ever change..i am reli sad to see dat becoz of u all will be ruined..i wan to see us happi..jangan ler uat ku merana lagi..i tink my headache happens becoz of u..i owaes keep on tinking about dis...its not dat i canot accept the test that u give me god..its jus dat i dun haf the dire to continue on living lik dis..i am so sad wen i keep tinking about him..i reali2 wish dat..he will change and that he will become anak yang baik....iinsyallah..

Labels: aku mau kamu tercipta untuku.. :)

WEEE!! a new skin..YAHOO!!!..and yesh thankz to makcik..hehe coz help me choose..i noe ler i veri the choosy..hehe.. :X ..sori to bother u eh...

stress time it over jus for awhile..coz i need to get prepared for exams...if can i dun wan to take sia fundamental exam..confirm susah to cope wif it..and i made my choice..i taking french for my complimentary studies..hehe..

lets start wif wed..erm okie ..went to teach makcik and her kecohness frnd..yepz..so veri the noisy u noe the macdonald wen a grup of primary school guyz and grls talk..walow takleh angkat seh..they talk as if they owe the world..bingit..k dah a short one

moving on to thurs..erm hehe..stay at home ler aper lagik..budak baik for one day..

k friday..erm was fun haha..oki morning part alil bit dull ler..got presentation..and all of us get mock from MR Mark..altho it wasnt a professional presentation, he have a higher expectaion from us..he complaint a lot sia today..dono wads wrong wif him sia..like got mood swing..k after dat went to pcmp project checking..walow at frst ritez veri nervous and stressful dat Miss TAN will like delete alot from my project..skali found out she neva delete..hehe..okkie den poof we went to LAYAR ANDAYU which was a hit lah seh..power sia the production..the dance,skit was wow..onli the dikir part nak kenr btul kan sikit yepz..but the whole thing was superb..CONGRATS to arina(which was funny ler wen she wear the make up so thick till i dun recognise..haha),hafizul,khai,naqiah and aten(lesbian)..haha..

today!..erm was training..few people turn out but it was okie..today play as forward..erm i tink i will stick to the forward postion ler..tapi alot of people challenge for tat position..i tink jus now i hurt alot..erm something wrong wif my ankle,thigh and hip(yang ni pasal jamal mayonaise langgar orang..)..overall today training enjoyable plus funny..hehe..k dah stop here..byez..

Labels: kasih gelapku...