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herlew..yesh..i been away for like the past few days

so short cut ler..national day i didnt went to aniwher..jus stayed at home..do noting..i wanted to go out..but yah i dun feel lik it ritez..so yepz..all plan cancel ler basically...den the next day went to kenduri..erm kenduri arwah actuli so yah...family gathering..it was wow ler kan..kak julie had her speech which was not well rehearse i mus say..joking jer kak... ;)

erm moving on to friday..WEEEE..today was fun ler..went to changi airport...lik long time neva go der ritez..so yepz quite excited..der was alot of new tings der yepz..erm..den after dat went to expo..for wad..?..to watch UNGU ler sia..the concert was superb ler onli if they use a bettter speaker yah..and WAWA..thankz for tompaning my sister and sepupu ku..u rox haha..okie cool about the concert..overall it was haha power giler..!!!

den yah dat nite went to johore jugak and sleep der..yepz..gerek ler kan..tapi smur cam dah ngantok..so frst nite basically did noting coz reach der at nitez..the next day was fun..erm i hate it wen i go johore...coz i will eat atlot larh wen i am der..ARHGHH!!!!..alamak fat seh lik dis..u all see me lik not fat...but u all dono the truth actuli..wen u noe u all will be shock...haha..okie..den bought alot of food coz we having a BBQ at JOHORE...WEE!!!..eat again sia.. :( ..haiyo..die sia me lik dis become fat..and i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADRIANA HANA..yepz..anak sedarer ku..hehe..den after the bbq,all the sedarers went out of house and play pictionary..haha...so fun sia playing dis game..especially bang isa..who which we call doraemon sebab he haf alot of tings inside his pocket..imagine..a perfume inside his pocket..!!!..haha..so fun wif all the sedarers..laugh here and der..i owaes lik dat moment to keep on continue..coz it had been quite long i didnt meet den..den at der..did some driving..erm..was bad larh seh stall here and der..i canot drive manual but i will try no matter wad..yesh will..and lastly i end up sleeping at three a.m..

k today jus reach home and yah did noting was sleepy ler..k done..now blogging

dis is random stuff aite..erm yah i dono ler...somehow wad somebody say did giv me a knock in the head..it makes me realise..but wad is done canot be undone...ur unassureness makes me restless..and may god show the right path to somebody ..yesh i canot say no more..its up to u to ur own decision..ku dun wan to masuk campur...and yah i dun like the feeling of menyusahkan orang which is to create problem for someone..i will try not too tink but i jus cant k..yepz..the need to change the attitude of me i tink is a biggest challenge...sometimes wad u tink can be wrong so yesh..wad sia nonsence i writing ..i jus end it here ler khz..i am jus scared..scared to start afresh and to start anew...will end it here..u can say wadeva u wan..but i am reli sori to anibodi who i heard his/her feelings..

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