the journal book of my life.. 30.10.30.10 <3

something bad realy happen yesterday

gosh i am realy sad for wad u haf done..it realy does makes my heart hurt..i donno y..its not as if we r suppose to make it bad.. was reli trying to make ting better but u said tings dat neva were meant to be better...i am reali sad seh..haish..wad can i say ?..urgh

can i say i hate schooling alreadi..i am so tired of schooling..taking test,quizes and exams one after another..where can we get a gud life other den jus studying and studying..its been tiring reali..dis coming week i am going to haf alot of quiz..i dono wther i can cope wif it wif tings going on haywire..haish...lau lah boleh cabut dari school dah lama seh aku cabut..penat okie!!!!..and tomo i haf one test..gosh..i am reli tired like seriusly..alot of tings haf happen lately which makes me yah tink alot..

and yah..my home is sunyi alredi..atok,nenek and afan went back to indo..so bored..canot bully afan animore canot punch him canot bully him animore..how i wish i haf a brother lik dat..can play wrestling wif him...haha..jus wish he will get his wife soon..hahaha..
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i jus reli hope ting will go find in the next upcoming week..=(

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why..?..thats the question that always play in my head

isit wrong if either one of us mengalah and yah jus dun say tings dat make the situation worse..its like gona be so difficult rite..?..sebab tu..yah susah nak solve tings..haish..i jus hope dat tings change for the better and not the worse i jus hope so..

erm yah watch ayat2 cinta..hehehe..its a gud movie thou..yah cumer dat guy argh gundu go married another wife..heheheh the ladies in the cerita all make me cair..especially aishah(i tink argh the spelling lik dat)..wif her scarve and purda her eyes can really like make people melt..for me argh but not for other guy i tink..and the sacrifices she made to make her husband marrying a second wife was reli a big sacrifies...and i dun tink no other grls in this world would relay bear dat sacrifies..its a gud show..reli u al shud go watch it aite..

erm on mon wen to escape theme park...ahahah..temankan abang sedarer yang dah nak dekat balik indo..hahha...overcome all my fears...took all the rides ther..but the funniest moment for us was the haunted house...ammar was reli scared of the place because when we decided to go for a second round he refuse..but he was reli brave argh coz evi ride that my cousin and i take he also follow..hahah..and the most horrible ride dat i ever taken was the viking boat..and reli its the worse ever argh..ahahah..we took it twice..one after another and dat coz my cousin to vomit..hahahah.kata jer tak pahal2..hahaha..yepz

jus a random topic..i hate dis sem module..two of its module is realy kiling me..my number 1 enemy is COS.gosh..y mus we study dat..the second next up is NETWORKING...argh!!..i tell u argh dis two module i just pass pon dah bersyukur argh...dun intend to yah..

erm dearest has reach singapore safely..alhamdulilah...yepz..so nice to hear her voice back..but yah...:( takper lah..gues it was meant to be kan..and yah i tink it will be veri long again before i can meet her..and again why..?

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herlew evi1..
oki i feel so restless and tired rite now..

erm yah dis week had alot of test and quizzies..to be exact 4..entalah eh wad the outcome of my marks..hahha..susah seh..okie not exactly tapi i didnt study dat well lah to help me prepareed..urgh..

btw again hapi burfday to kak wani..hahahaha.dah 20 tahun tu..went to celebrate it at amk banquet..wif cakes of course..feel beri sunyi without the shouting of naqiah and the mulut becok of khai..ahahahaha..becoz dorang dua sakit..kecian..ahah

den on fri after class went to sembawang kfc jus to eat and bboal kosong..heheh..dah lama tak uat gtu korang...ahahah..bboal and joke around..and laugh like nobody`s business..hahaha..

den on sat we haf a friendly match against meridiean jc..we lost 7-6..yah and me ending up injured..the feeling is like TOOOOTTTTT!!..gosh i feel so painful like neva b4..dat guy jus knock me down using his knee at my thigh..and i drop like nangka busuk..gosh macam kena penumbuk sia..adoi..its reli painful..for awhile i couldnt move and i feel like(.........)..how i wish i can complaint to dearest..tapi yah dearest takder..went to sarawak..and yah yesterday oso went to johore..and its the frst time i am driving to johore..adoi..again..macam biasa jugak kenr complaint from mom and dad..driving wif dem inside make my blood go upstairs sia....stress giler tau..ahahahaha..lau leh tak nk drive seh..macam nak give up jer..btol argh..hahahah dah tu jer..

yepz..dearest is at sarawak rite now..hope she is doing fine and hapily enjoying herself wif her fams rite now yepz..rindu u lah dearest..hehe..takper esok dah alik kan so its okie lah..my gf rite....she is so sweet u noe...heheh i like lah..dier make me a letter for me to read for dis 4 days..cutekan..jus so dat she can keep reminding me of her..hehe..best lah i like the way she make me in love..heheh..love dearest so much..heheh..<3

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herlew..
gosh..wad a tiring,fun,nice weekend i have..hehehe..

yah...saturday went to east coast wif fams..setakat yah jus siting down and stuff..the wind was super duper fast and laju..nak pasang tent pon punyerlah susah..it was lah difficult okie..hehe..den yah met wif arina and kiman(kau kasi salah info eh..padahal tent bersebelahan pon tak perasan..dengr2 kua MAC turn left..) ahahha..yah mcg dance had their picnic der so dats y terjumper..heheh...pastu haf way thru went to play soccer match..yah the team won 3-1...and now i haf aches all over my body and bone..pastu jumper dearest for awhile..den meet adeq dey all at esplenade and went to play pool at marina reach home at 12+ 1..punyerlah penat!!

den today...

HAPPYS MOTHER`s DAY TO ALL THE MUMS OUTDER!!..hapi mothers day mama..yepz

b4 dat went to haikal`s nyer kakak nyer wedding..yepz..so kecoh wif dem..ahaha..budak pompan feeling2 nak jalan raya coz dey wear aju kurung den the guys we slack..lagi2 si adeq pengantin..ader ker patut dier tak pakai slipper..ahahha.haikal2..walau aper pon majls dier was simple and sweet..yepz..hehehe..we ate and ate and tok and take pictures yepz..so congrats to kakak haikal again..yepz..den after dat patah alik to umah sembahyang..den part2 of the outing..went out wif mama,adeq,apan,atok,nenek and ibuk to celebrate mothersday,,and wher we go..?..MARINA..again yesh again..i am getting sick of marina ..ahhaha..went to eat yes eat..lepas jemputan terus makan lagi eh yasa..??..bagus ah2 nak gemuk kan..?..aahahha..taklah..hehe.so we eat alot..den pastu went to esplenade...duduk2 ambek gambar..yepz..to mama..thankz for yah sabar and taba menghadapi anak mu satu ni yang degil kepala stone..love u..hehehe

den yah sumting recently bad keep on happening..i am so sad seh..haish...i noe its not on purpose but yah sedih to the max..and dis pass fews days it reli test us..and yah..the feeling was reli bad seh..argh..:'''(..yah reli am sad and disapointed and angry..tsk3..wad can we do to make tings better ni..?.. reli dun wan to lose her..tapi...yah..dearest gona go off to sarawak soon..hope she would do jus find der..

oh3 and lastly thanks to aten,syirah and naq...for dis wonderfully done blog..hehhe..thankiew so much kawan2..ahahha.tidak blog aku dah mati..heheh..okie

toodles nite guys teker switdream..selamat mentidor..heheh..teker people

here`s some pixies ahahaha..

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wow!

yah..hhahahahaherlew people...been a veri2 long time since i blog rite..yah..i noe...lebih baik tak payah ader blog kanyasa!!..ahahhaa..alot of tings haf happen..some bad and some good..yah the bad ones was neba meant to a memorable one so yah.lets start..hrmph..

orientation!!..haha..i tink FM08/09 is one of the best orientation people haf..i hav a gud
bunch of people to work with..hyperactive,crazy and siao to the max people..and gues wad of
course EI is the best course..dey are wonderful bunch of people..thankz guy and gals for
makimg the orientation a wonderful one..yepz.:)..hehe.ooo macdonald had a farm EI,EI OO!!..

okie yah alot of tings haf happen alredi in my life..alot..i will just keep it short k..
well yah now i am in year 2 ei..alhamdulilah..hehe..dapat naik lau tak dah kenr
cepuk..hhahaha..and i am reli hapi wif wad i haf..saying that..

lets talk about us..hhehee..arw its been 6 month alredi..tapi dearest taruk kat blog dier
its 5 month..aper jer..ehehe..ohhh..tapi takper as long as we noe we haf each other its
okie..she has owaes been der..helping me thru thick and thin..walaupn distance plays apart
tapi i dun mind coz its a test of trust between us..altho kitr gaduh..i noe dat she is the
one who always try to be by my side by the end of the day..yepz..tapi kan..dier kan..head
stone jugak tau..tapi takper ler..yah i need to go thru it jugak kan sooner or later..tapi
for the benefits of our relationship kitr will try to accomodate wif each other weaknesses
and strength..dearest noe my weakness and i hope she did nt give up on me bcoz of dat coz u
noe i need time rite dearest..?..yepz..hehe..i jus reli hope dat eviting will go veri
well..=)..love siti nur nadhirah<3

and lastly for the big jump and one of the biggest obstacles in my life dat i overcome..i
have jus pass my car license!!!!yahoo.!!!..the feeling was unbearable coz all the pressure
is off..thankz to mom and dad for sponsoring me..i owe both of u alot..thankz to dearest to
teman me wen der is alot of time for me to wait..den thankz to my pakcik out der who have
help me..thankz to instructors who bear wif my driving..and thanks to friends who cope wif
my stress the day b4 the test and u all noe wad my feeling was..and thankz to
evibodi..thankiew..and

thankiew guys for waiting for my dis veri awaited post..ahahah.tak tau malu k teker
evibodi..will update again aite..

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