dis pas few days..has been a bad time...emotionally and physically..:(
u noe i have my doubts..i am nt sure for eviting..i am jus so scared..and sometimes wad u do makes me realise who i am..jus a normal frnd i gues :X
i`ve been drain out lately..out of energy..oh yah gonaa start my weekly gym session..ahaha..wif khairul iman and hafizul..yah we gonna start gyming but dono lah how long it will last..the grls were like so kecoh lah wen we go gym..almak..cam tak caya lak kitr orang gi gym..neh mind if u dun belief..next time u all follow argh..hehe..and there were alot of tings dat happen during gym session haha..k let it be between us i wll not go into details..oh we planned to swim evi after evi gym session..and dis week is oso known as my sporting week..sebab..went to jog and play soccer..and neba rest seh..even today i haf my floorball training..TIRED GILER ARGH!!..
had my test dis week..which is java and business informatic..arghhahaha..the one tat i tot easy was difficult and the one i tot difficult turn out to be easi(becz teacher help!i would reli fail badly if teacher dun help)...yah busineess test was diff lah!..the java too..but wif the help of teacher i felt so relieve..he almost giv all the coding to us..thank u cher...reli2..and rite i dun wan to sit beside syirah animore..coz she lik to tok about marriage..huh..?..yah marriage..takder benda lain kah..?..haha..takper gue layan kan kamu k syirah..nanti aku makan nasi lemak sambal kau yang kosong tu..ahahah..
den yesterday went to causeway point..to yah have a burday treat fo huiting..went to piza hut to eat..n we even haf a cake surprise for her..thanks to the piza hut staffs..hhehe..hope u enjoy eat huiting..
i was so stress dis week...yah stress about my studies and yah..haiz..alot of tings going thru my mind..sometimes its even for the worst..:(..how can i tink lik dat..but how can i not tink lik dat..wen yah the situation is lik dat..neva mind if u dun understand..its okie..and yah i dun wan u to change for wad u r..its not fair to u..k..?..i jus want it to be lik last time..i am jus sad..reli sad..but yah..i wil to need to change..i feel confuse i feel lost i feel sad..yah dat is how i feel rite now
and i miss u so much..to be der for me to be my listening ear is yah wonderful..and to be wif u is one of the moments dat i shud nt let go..