so2 unexpectable but yet it was meant to be happen..
i kept it to me so dat i wont hurt
tings became worse after dat
get much worse
till....
noting can be done
and it canot be undone
it oni makes me realise
i am.....
it was yah hurtful.i was sad.it was as if i was alone.it was neba meant to be told to anibodi.i keep it to myself.by dat.it hurt me badly.i was on the wrong for sure.but dats me.sometimes sometings were neva meant to be told. yah.mayb it was ok mayb it was not.u look to me as if i was hapi but inside it was hurting badly..yesh some did ask about it..but wad will i get if were to tell..it will be the same reaction.........enuf of my emo...
yah adeq burfday party was superb..tapi ramai giler orang kat ECP dat day..and we were sent by mom to book the place and we were sent away from home around 0830..it was meant to be fun wen abang and i go out togeda..haha..how i wish i can get my license faster so dat i can drive instead of taking yah public transport..urgh..i jus wan to finish it fast..sat der settle down and we set up tent..tak beraper lama but lama jugak yana frnd datang..haiyo their sense of direction rabak..haha..diorang drop down kat 360 ski and dey need to walk beri100 to our so call bbq pit..by the time sampai dah kepanasa..biasa jugak yana frnd alil bit kecoh jus adeq.yang penting smur kawan dier kecoh lah eh..oni me gud boi..hehe :) ..den sat and eat and sat..and we becane water boi for the day..me and my abang sedarer again..i was reli frustrated ektuli tapi aper leh uat anak sulung haiz..den ders noting i can do..den after so many tings of tired stuff.sat down kat tikar look to the sky..and we tok..tok crap dat is..and now i noe thru fatin dat jellyfish haf electricity..muahaha..and we kept dsturbing her..den we go home togeda coz kereta tak cukup tempat so we go home took mrt..yah so dats how it ends..
erm yah been working too..tired giler oki!!..kat taka dat is..work sat and sun..now i noe it hurt u noe wen u need to stand for 12 boring hours..!!meet some gud customer oni 2 to 3 bad customer..yang bad pn tak bad sangatlah coz dey cerewet oni..and since i work as a retail i became the customer model..kuang2..haha..became their walking mannequin..hehe..
yah dahlah update till here..not much to update..i am still yet to study for my exam..-_-..
haish for tings dat is hapeening...B**rl*h asalkan all the tings dat is happening yah happens for a reason..tings gonna change from now on..and i knoe it shud and u too
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